It's been foreva! i even forgot what this thing looks like! hahaa.

Well Saturday is the last game of the year! EEp! TR vs Smithson Valley...be there homie! 

Um anywho, lifes ok.....it would be better dramaless but you know.  Yeah, theres drama left and right and right and left and up and down and all around...i'm sick of it.  If only people would seriously grow up and get ova themselves. .

I'm so flippin tired. i have so much hw....its LAME! us history is kicking butt, and i'm going under already.   but i'm trying! and english, oh, i dont think i've ever hated it this much....and MLK is borin me to death! get over it!

Thats my new motto....get over it.  I need sleep.

<3 Errka

EEP! totally have been neglectin ya! i'm sorries!

Well...here i am updating!  Life's been...OK...it could be better. but its not and i'm praying it'll get there soon enough.  Today's been an interesting day with semi drama and whatnot, but i'm not goin to get into that.

School tomorrow. big whoop. I'm hoping they're not gonna pass that rule about no flip flops. that would suck!  Well it is getting chillier...i dont wear flip flops in the winter time anyways.  I just hope everythin at school gets better rule wise cuz things are just gettin a lil outta hand.  but discipline is needed for some....acctually alot at TR.

Ok..well thats about all i have to say! bye!

<3 Errka

Well here i am once again!

OK well...things have brightened up in the emotional category but now i'm sicky sicky and it's driving me crazy.  I just took some medication, which hasn't had any affect on me yet...so i'm just sitting here waiting.  I COULD be doing some extra hw to get a head, but i've been lazy.  Talk about me failing 3 TESTS already.  Geez...i need to get with it. .  I'm gonna stop focusing on some things that arent as important as i feel about school work. i mean i understand a social life is important...but hey..i got things to do.

Anywho, schools been ok.  It was totally better in the beginning of the year. But i think thats goes for every school year.  Been watching this one person. I know he's sick & i'm sick too so i know his pain there, and i also know his pain of being in a break up. Seems like he's going through some difficult stuff.  And i'm upset that he hasnt looked to happy in the past two days...i know he wont read this...but incase he does, its here.

Um...i'm trying to stay on the ball with this student council stuff...i'm hoping its easier than it seems.  REALLY EASIER.  I've just been so busy i'm behind 235713875915 points. lol. i'll get there eventually.

well...i think thats all i have to update about...till again

<3 errka

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!

Why is the whole fucking world mad at me?!??!

I feel so...disrespected, so lonely and i just feel like everyone could care less about me.  It started out with one person, and now it seems to be everybody.  Is there something i missed? something i said? something i shoulda done and didnt? or something i did and shouldnt of done it? Someone give me a frikin clue or just tell me straight out.  More than likely i've done something wrong and dont even know what that is. I'm so frustrated and i hate it all. ALL OF IT. i'm tired of sarcasm, i'm tired of arguing, i'm tired of people bitching, i'm tired of me bitching, i'm just so tired of everything.  AND if anyting i'm tired of going no where when i should be going some where.  Does any of this make sense?  I think it does. But it probably doesn't. UGH. i just should be isolated from everything for a week..i'm in desperate need for a break...and this weekend wont help either with a game and lil girl clinic.  grr.  Where is my easy button?

If you're mad at me, if you have something to tell me, tell me now, i rather you say it than hold it in. You know i'd do the same. 

errka

Now lets break this down KARTIKA style!

Yeah...this font is weird but hey its something different! I know i know, its been a while since i've updated and i've acctually gotten some complaints. so this goes out to the ones that love me to update! lol.

Well...i havent updated since last monday?? i dont even know.  We didnt have a game last week...kinda sucked.  But it was good for me since i was EXTRA tired last week. lol. 

Tianahs b-day was last friday & that turned out to be fun! Um, what else happened last week? nothing really. lol. So lets bounce on ova to this week!

Monday had to run...oh geez...i didnt feel like it so i ran with mrs. redding and jessicareed instead my usual 2nd place. eh. w/e.  Came up with the lil girls dance too...either monday or friday i dunno.  But it's to Kim Possible.  Gotta love that show! ^_^.  Congrats to my parents for gettin jobs! My dads a custodian at Kitty Hawk MS and my moms a librarian aid at Stahl Elementary!  Woo!  we're back in business!

wow, as if i could write anymore, but i can.  So tuesday...did my how to speech, got a 90. And officer period, the officers went to middle and elementary schools to give them lil girl clinic flyers.  FUN FUN! REALLY, it was. lol

Today:  Ran again...went over the dances, went over back in black and then the rest of the day was tiring.  English was fun & easy.  Algebra II was confusing.  And US History was a bitch. ha. Congrats to Justin on making competition team! You're Awesome!

Life has been great..i'm loving it, really i am.  Now i must go cuz i am gettin eaten up by some invisble mosquito but i dont see it!!! eep!

<3 Errka

Eep! Please stay safe this weekend.  Hurricane Rita ain't messin around guyz...I <3 you all...really.  Oh, and take care of your pets too...they deserve to be inside if it gets serious too ya know! . *muah*